Microscopic

 

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From my Instagram. 

Hey weirdo
hey queer ho

taking stock of
microscopic
aggression and
holding on to
little old
hurts

ya mum calls out
“suck in that gut”

ya chum writes down
“I’m feeling a lot of concern about your interest in BDSM”

fellow feminist scowls
“you’re exploiting yourself by making porn”

your in law’s eyes roll
“get real get a real job”

your love spits hate
“you whinging piece of shit”

your art teacher titters
“I thought you would be scary”

your crazy ex neighbour stalks you
online and blogs about your

“promotion of porn
gender confusion
and disrespect of Jesus
to the Goyim”

your mother
writes a letter

“I love you without condition

but

I
find
your
life
disturbing”

and

your
best
friend
states

“because of your behaviour
at that party where you fucked those
women

in your
house
on the
couch
at 1AM

right
in
front
of
me

I
was
not
there

when
you
cried
for

help”

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Love Hard

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People regularly find this blog and/or my website when searching for the term “BDSM documentary” and for the record, I actually was in one back in 2014. The film, Love Hard, is a beautiful documentary on kink and intimacy made by the the incredible feminist pornographers, Sensate Films.

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That’s me in the picture above. In the film I perform with a beautiful lover I had at the time and speak of my feminism, artistic practice and the ways in which I identify as a sexually submissive emotional masochist.

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There are also many other amazing people in the film  who speak of their own personal relationships to kink. The film is at times intense, brutal, tender, funny and incredibly moving. It is beautifully filmed, artistically edited and the soundtrack is haunting.

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I am still incredibly proud of this project and highly recommend checking it out, it costs a little to rent or buy but if you do so, you’re supporting the production of ethically, artistically, independently and beautifully produced erotic media that I believe does a lot to stigmatise and demystify BDSM.

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lovehardthefilm.com